Dark into light.

I feel like I might be a little bit optimistic.

I feel like I might be a little bit happy.

REALLY?

I have things to look forward to.

I'm such a jinx though; I am a little bit scared that all the good things will disappear. Again. Then again, don't I deserve these good things? From time to time? I think so. Maybe. A little bit.

I over-think and therefore, overcomplicate everything.

"There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so". - Hamlet (Act II, Scene II).

SO. I'm not. I give up! (For a bit. Like. A week?) Someone else make the decisions. You! There! You make my decisions for me. I'll just follow you. Whatever you say. That's a bit like life anyway, isn't it?